II. WITH GOKHALE
The moment I reached Bombay Gokhale sent me word that
the Governor was desirous of seeing me, and that it might
be proper for me to respond before I left for Poona.
Accordingly I called on His Excellency. After the usual
inquiries, he said:
'I ask one thing of you. I would like you to come and
see me whenever you propose to take any steps concerning
'I can very easily give the promise, inasmuch as it is
my rule, as a Satyagrahi, to understand the viewpoint of
the party I propose to deal with, and to try to agree
with him as far as may be possible. I strictly observed
the rule in South Africa and I mean to do the same here.'
Lord Willingdon thanked me and said:
'You may come to me whenever you like, and you will
see that my Government do not wilfully do anything
To which I replied: 'It is that faith which sustains
After this I went to Poona. It is impossible for me to
set down all the reminiscences of this precious time.
Gokhale and the members of the Servants of India Society
overwhelmed me with affection. So far as I recollect,
Gokhale had summoned all of them to meet me. I had a
frank talk with them all on every sort of subject.
Gokhale was very keen that I should join the Society
and so was I. But the members felt that, as there was a
great difference between my ideals and methods of work
and theirs, it might not be proper for me to join the
Society. Gokhale believed that, in spite of my insistence
on my own principles, I was equally ready and able to
'But,' he said, 'the members of the Society have not
yet undersrtood your readiness for compromise. They are
tenacious of their principles, and quite independent. I
am hoping that they will accept you, but if they don't
you will not for a moment think that they are lacking in
respect or love for you. They are hesitating to take any
risk lest their high regard for you should be
jeopardized. But whether you are formally admitted as a
member or not, I am going to look upon you as one.'
I informed Gokhale of my intentions. Whether I was
admitted as a member or not, I wanted to have an Ashram
where I could settle down with my Phoenix family,
preferably somewhere in Gujarat, as, being a Gujarati, I
thought I was best fitted to serve the country through
serving Gujarat. Gokhale liked the idea. He said: 'You
should certainly do so. Whatever may be the result of
your talks with the members, you must look to me for the
expenses of the Ashram, which I will regard as my own.'
My heart overflowed with joy. It was a pleasure to
feel free from the responsibility of raising funds, and
to realize that I should not be obliged to set about the
work all on my own, but that I should be able to count on
a sure guide whenever I was in difficulty. This took a
great load off my mind.
So the late Dr. Dev was summoned and told to open an
account for me in the Society's books and to give me
whatever I might require for the Ashram and for public
I now prepared to go to Shantiniketan. On the eve of
my departure Gokhale arranged a party of selected
friends, taking good care to order refreshments of my
liking, i.e., fruits and nuts. The party was held just a
few paces from his room, and yet he was hardly in a
condition to walk across and attend it. But his affection
for me got the better of him and he insisted on coming.
He came, but fainted and had to be carried away. Such
fainting was not a new thing with him and so when he came
to, he sent word that we must go on with the party.
This party was of course no more than a conversazione
in the open space opposite the Society's guesthouse,
during which friends had heart-to-heart chats over light
refreshments of groundnuts, dates and fresh fruits of the
But the fainting fit was to be no common event in my